It was a late evening when I heard; bang bang bang.

I could hear some authority figures’ indistinct chattering over walkie-talkie outside of the building by the courtyard.

I tried to peek through the windows from the kitchen, washroom…

I couldn’t really see what’s going on outside. I could only see timidly blaring blue and red lights.

Then again I heard; bang bang bang.

I live in a unit that’s right by the lobby, so I could tell there’s someone trying to get an attention to let them in.

Then, I had to make a quick decision; ‘Should I go…


For the crime I didn’t commit
I walk down the isle to greet my death

For the crime I didn’t commit
I confess before the judge

For the crime I didn’t commit
I face the unbearable sentence

Screaming is the voice that no one can hear
Echo — No one bothers to hear

Tearing my skin apart to prove my innocence
Echo — Drip. Drip. Drip.

The more I bleed, the closer I get to the face of my fate

Breathe in, blood out

It’s over.

Thursday, Sep 3, 2020

Loser's Diary

A collection of my personal ennui moments in my life.

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